Vasilisa
the Beautiful Sets the Record Straight
by Mikki Aronoff
On her death bed, Mother handed me a doll. Keep her well-fed. She
will keep you safe from Baba Yaga.
A modest meal, a crust of kolach, a spoonful of shchi sets the doll in motion. But
everyday a rising creep of needs. I grip and pound the mortar and pestle, grind
gristle till dawn. My hands callus as I hoist cauldrons crowded with chicken
feet, render pig fat over coals that glow like Baba’s pupils.
Did you think I do nothing? My brow’s a fixed furrow of worry and planning. I trudge
to the market, haggle with the butcher, fend off his blood-soaked fingers. I
mix and stir and scrape and sever and slice, light fires and bake to spoon-feed
her tiny mouth, fill her bottomless abyss.
For this, the doll does what she must to keep me from becoming Baba’s basket of
bones. She carries out the simpler tediums. A stick of wood can only do so
much. She weeds the vegetable beds, separates bad corn kernels from good, poppy
seeds from soil. She turns her ear to my troubles, whispers advice into mine. She
is The Mute Keeper of Secrets, the Guardian of My Well-Being. Part-time.
My tongue, too, safeguards secrets and lies. I know what the grandfathers have
done. I, too, must hoodwink and bribe, shade my intent. This my doll knows. We
are complicit. It is all that we share.
Muscle and grease streak her chin as she waits for the honey cake I shovel into
that greedy gape. I stifle my gags, suffer her glassy stare, recall my mother’s
words, may leeks sprout from her navel.
My thighs thicken like tree trunks from my labors while Miss Clothespin stays
thin. She thrives on the marrow I fry, the milk I daily drain from our cow, on
the kudos and thanks she keeps pinned to her frock. But it’s my hands that
carry burns, my arms that congeal like sausages. I feed the dogs and pick up
their shit, doubled over like a dandelion limp from a drought. I juggle the
accounts, sweep mice from the cellar. In the forest, it is I who oils the
hinge, ribbons the birch, fattens the witch’s cat. I carry the skull that
carries the light. I hold the towel, the comb that can magic a river or woods.
All this I do, and more.
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"Vasilisa the
Beautiful Sets the Record Straight" was previously published in Qwerty (June 2022).
Mikki Aronoff chases words
in New Mexico. She has work in Flash Boulevard, New World Writing,
MacQueen’s Quinterly, ThimbleLit, The Phare, Bending Genres, The Ekphrastic
Review, The Fortnightly Review, Milk Candy Review, Gone Lawn, Mslexia, The
Citron Review, Atlas and Alice, 100 word story, trampset, jmww, The
Offing, and elsewhere. Her stories and poems have received Pushcart,
Best of the Net, Best Small Fictions, Best American Short Stories, and Best
Microfiction nominations.
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